Life as we know it.

Time to get serious here.
I'm really sorry that I haven't been updating a lot. I really am. Sometimes I just forgot that I had a blog. That has 4120 viewers. Wow, thanks, a lot.
Anyway. 2011 was a wondrous year. I made new friends in a new school, and some of them turn out to be my best friends. Sometimes I fought with them, but just for silly little things. And there are the teachers that helped me through the year. From getting stared at in class, to getting compliments on my work, they're just the best. Especially Puan Murni. She might not ever read this, but, thank you teacher. Eventhough I was such a pain in the ass, you helped me through my ups and downs. And my maths.
Yeah, sometimes I feel really insecure. About what? Isn't it obvious? I'm overweight. My body is not what people dream to be. Having a big belly, a double chin, fat arms and humongous legs really tend to make you down. And my face? It's not flawless. Like any other people in my school. I tend to have pimples. Seriously, I really envy the people who has a zit for like, 3 minutes and then it's out.
You know what? I'm really surprised that I want to join cheer this year. I didn't last year because I thought that certain people will be judgemental or what not. This year? Fuck the haters. If they want to talk about me behind their back, it means that my life is happier than theirs. They have nothing to do but bitching around in everybody's business. Yeah, I know. They have perfect bodies, to-die-for hair and skinny arms but who cares? If you have a killer personality, it's really not that hard fitting into new places. I just have some advice for you, NEVER STOP BELIEVING. Yeah, I know, kinda cheesy, but it's true. You want to join cheerleading, just join. Don't care about what people think, follow your heart. If people talk bad 'bout you, fine. You have a better life than theirs. Aren't you proud? If you have haters, good. It means that you stood up for something in your life.

Goals in 2012? Studying hard, be the first overweight cheerleader and be the best AJK BM of 2012. lol.

Sorry for the long post, you don't really need to read it. It's just something to get off my chest. If you did read it, I think you know how I feel. And, thanks. :-)