Something about bird catching

It's been awhile since I blogged. And since I even seen my blog. It hit 5000 viewings! Thank you all. So this post is actually to show y'all I'm not dead or anything lol. Been pretty busy with school and cheer. How's cheer? It's fun! D*Starz Jr took part in Cheer 12 and C3. It was pretty good. I'm gonna miss the team. Since my last competition, my parents disapproved of cheer. Short skirts.. Yeah you get the rest. But I have been attending practices with the seniors secretly. I can't stay away. It's like this magnet pulling me towards stunting. So now coach is gonna call my mum soon. Pretty nervous. But I really hope he gets through her. Recently, Puan Chris, the cheer advisor in my school, told me that coach has high expectations for me. The pressure...... Ugh. And she said I have to be stronger. She didn't state mentally or physically, so I'm assuming both. And during the next practice, coach told me that his ambitions for me is to be the best female single base of all time. THE PRESSURE. So yeah I'm okay with the strength work, it's the handstands that I'm not good at. I dont think I have enough upper body strength.. Well it's okay, I can always improve. He says that he believes in me and he wants me to be the best I can be so I can prove to the people who underestimate me that I can do all this shit and not break down like they expect me to. This is why I love coach. He's so motivational that I can literally cry. But to tell you the truth, I love cheerleading. I really do. I don't care if I'm being a back spot, a base or even just a front spot,it's the rush when the flyer hits that perfect spike or scorpion, or even a heel stretch or bow and arrow, it's always beautiful. And while being the base, you will always be proud of yourself. Because you brought that flyer up there. Without you, it's just a sad girl stretching on a mat. Being a spot? You will always catch the flyer when you need them. Without you? THE FLYER WILL INJURE THEMSELVES. If you feel like you are useless, STOP. You are important as everyone else is. Sometimes, I like doing the strength work. It shows that I really want to be better, for my team. And cheerleading helps me. Helps me lose weight, helps me become stronger (physically and mentally), and confidence. It's the rush when you get on the mat and see the crowd. When the music starts, you don't see them anymore, you don't. You are too focused on your tumblings, cheer and stunts. Before you know it, it's time for the pyramid. It doesn't even feel like 2 and a half minutes. Feels like 30 seconds, tops. So this is why I love cheer. Not the short skirts, not exposing my skin. I wish I had the guts to tell all these things to my family but no, I don't. I always rely on coach. Sad isn't it?Cheerleading is my passion. Nobody can change that.